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The sun shines brighter after a dark storm – never give up πŸ’–

Your body, your health and your entire life benefits from this β€

How do you feel right now? That is all that truly matters! If you feel good, if you feel happy, satisfied, excited, optimistic, free and you are finding things in your now that you enjoy = you are in a state of allowing your life force, the energy, to flow freely to you and through you. Your body, your health and your entire life will benefit from that.

If you feel less than good, no matter how slight, you are resisting your life force, the energy. The worse you feel, the more you are resisting. This is very deterimental to your body, your health and your entire life.

What is it that affects if you allow or if you resist? Your thoughts! The thought you think right now. Not the thoughts you thought when you were 4 years old, or 14 or 54 but the thoughts you think right now – this very second. And you can choose and change the thoughts you think.

You have all the power you will ever need within you. It all comes down to the thoughts you think. Even beliefs you hold are nothing but practiced thoughts. You can choose slightly different thoughts every day – if you want to.

Make how you feel your top priority. How you feel is always an accurate reflection of the balance of thoughts you are currently thinking. You are supposed to thrive! You are supposed to enjoy life and feel good. Yes, life is all fun and games. ❀

The one thing that made me feel relief when my mother died β€

Sometimes it just seems unfair. Today I got to know that a person that I have know for many years is going to die sometime in June/July/August. Not much time life. Why?

I remember feeling the same cold, dark quietness within me when I was 18 years old, in May 2002, when a doctor told us my mother had only a few months left to live. There was nothing they could do back then either. It was cancer then too. Why? My mom died in September that year, on 11/9 2002. 4 months after we had spoken to the doctor.

When she had died I remember feeling chocked that the world around us just kept on living, that life just kept moving forward – as if her life ment nothing. I remember how painful it was for me, how many burning tears of despair I wept… the endless black hole within me. The difficulty to breathe at night, when it was dark. The anxiety and death wish I began to feel.

I remember driving home to my parents house, spending the night going through old photographs of my mother… going through her closet to find something that I could take home with me and keep as a reminder. But nothing helped until one night, shortly after. I dreamt a very strong dream. I dreamt that I went back to my parents house again, that I went into a specific room, looked up to my right at a specific spot on a shelf, that I took down a magazine holder there and pulled something out if it. Then I woke up.

The dream was incredibly intense, felt incredibly real and was incredibly clear and detailed. As I woke up I felt I HAD TO GO AND DO WHAT I HAD DONE IN THAT DREAM. And so I did.

I went to my parents house again, went into that specific room, looked up to my right on the shelf, saw a magazine holder right where I had looked in my dream. Took it down, looked inside it and found my mom’s journal from the year when her father died (when she was in her early twenties). In it she had written exactly how she felt when her father had died and how she made herself feel relief about it.

Now THAT was an incredible experience that made me feel so much relief about my mother’s death. There is absolutely no way that I would ever have gone in to that room and looked in that magazine holder if I had not dreamt that dream. No way. I had no idea she had kept a journal from that year – she had never ever mentioned it or anything about her father’s death either. I found this simply because of my dream. I knew some how that it was a message from my mother, and that belief gave me relief.

Death cannot be meaningless, death cannot be a sentence, death cannot be a punishment – death cannot be the end.

I have come to believe that death is just a shift of perspective. Yes, you leave your body but who you really are continues to live and shine brighter than ever. I have no evidence, no facts, no stories told by dead people… just my belief. It gives me comfort, it gives me relief and it makes me feel better about my parent’s deaths, my student’s death, my friends’ deaths and everyone else’s death as well, including my own.

So yes, I felt that same dark, empty quietness within me when I heard the news today, but I also feel there is meaning in life as well as in death. There is no end, only a change of perspective. He will forever live on, this is just a transition. His pain will end and this movie called his life here on earth at this time will end too, but it is not the end of who he really is. ❀

“But there is so much pain, suffering and anger in this world”

Someone has to begin spreading the love, and it might as well be you.

Someone has to begin looking for things that are working, things to appreciate and things to value – and it might as well be you.

Someone has to look beyond the suffering, beyond the pain, beyond the anger and see the potential for improvements, happiness and love – and it might as well be you.

Someone has to believe, someone has to be hopeful, someone has to love unconditionally and feel good unconditionally – and it might as well be you.

You can’t rid the world of darkness by condemning it, complaining about it and keep focusing on it – you allow your own inner light to shine, and you have brought light to your part of your world. Others can see your light and some might be inspired to light their own light. But someone has to start – and it might as well be you. 🌟

Wake up, live life intentionally – like you love yourself!

I will be silenced no more. No more hiding the truth in order to protect my abusers. I left my insecurities a long time ago, I will never go back.

I will be silenced no more. No more protecting my abusers in order to sooth them. No more. I left all guilt and blame a long time ago.

I will be silenced no more. I will never again blame myself when someone tries to hurt me – I left my self-doubt and self-hatred a long time ago.

I will rise from the ashes, more free, more empowered, more confident, more at peace, more loving, more beautiful and stronger than ever before.

I will no longer bleed in silence. I will no longer cry in silence. I embrace all that I am – past, present and future – with love. I am ready. ❀

The rascals are not the ones that bother you β€

Remind yourself that you are in charge of your life. You are the one who is in charge of your perception of you. Others might not see you through eyes of love at all times, but you can!

When you let the actions and words of another bother you – see it as a gift. A gift that gives you the opportunity to refocus and recreate your emotional balance. See it as an opportunity to strenghten your unconditional, loving perception of you.

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