Wake up, live life intentionally – like you love yourself!

I will be silenced no more. No more hiding the truth in order to protect my abusers. I left my insecurities a long time ago, I will never go back.

I will be silenced no more. No more protecting my abusers in order to sooth them. No more. I left all guilt and blame a long time ago.

I will be silenced no more. I will never again blame myself when someone tries to hurt me – I left my self-doubt and self-hatred a long time ago.

I will rise from the ashes, more free, more empowered, more confident, more at peace, more loving, more beautiful and stronger than ever before.

I will no longer bleed in silence. I will no longer cry in silence. I embrace all that I am – past, present and future – with love. I am ready. ❀


A day home with my baby girl πŸ’–

My baby girl is still sick and too weak to be at the day care centre so today I will stay home with her all day.

We are having such a good time together. Three hours from now we will go up to the day care center to pick up my baby boy. Tomorrow my baby girl will come with me to my work instead 😊 I think my students will love having her in our classes 😊.

  • Enjoy your day 😊

Love NEVER hurts

Love does not hurt – insecurity does, sadness does, anxiety does, anger does, jealousy does… but LOVE only feels good.

When you feel love you feel utter bliss. You feel happy, free and empowered. Anything less than that is not love. Even if you blame the other person for how much you are hurting, it is blame, sadness and those other negative emotions you feel. Not love. Love only feels good.

You might temporarily be tuned out of the frequency of love – that is why it feels so bad, because you LOVE to love and you WANT to love. And when conditions turn up that makes it hard for you to feel love in your heart, of course it will feel bad! But the negative feeling is never caused by love. Ever.

There is an even better way to love someone than most people are practicing: to love unconditionally. If you can truly master this you will not be so easily swept off into jealousy, insecurity, anger, sadness or any other negative emotion you might be very used to fall back into. You will have a stable centre of love, you will see through the eyes of love and you will see value in every situation. Maybe not all the time, but you will easily get back into your place of love when you fall off. Most importantly – you will never blame any one else for how you feel – you will realize that how you feel is your job. Love is an inside job just like happiness. ❀

❀ To play and have fun β€

“Follow the lead of your children. They know what they’re doing. They’ve come forth to play and to have fun, and that’s what’s meant for you too.”

Abraham Hicks

A fun morning out shopping together πŸŒ±

We started this day with some grocery shopping together.

Then we bought lots of new plants 🌱🌿🌾❀❀❀.

And had some lunch at Mc Donalds before we went back home again. It was really fun for the kids to help me pick places for their new plants.

Baking and more relaxing

The afternoon was filled with lots of fun moments. When I made lunch they helped me out:

My baby boy loves tomatoes and he ate a big one just like an apple 🀣.

Later on we baked cake together.

We enjoyed a little piece of it together while relaxing on the couch for a moment with our ipads and our phones.

Now it is almost time for bed, I hope my baby girl wakes up tomorrow morning feeling well and refreshed. ❀

A cozy morning

We slept really well tonight. At 5am my two babies woke up so I put us all in my baby boy’s bed and they fell asleep again almost immediately. ❀❀❀ They slept peacefully with their arms around me for two more hours before my boyfriend woke up and came in to us with our two cats. Such a cozy morning. It was almost impossible to get a picture since it was pitch dark and I didn’t want to wake them.

After breakfast we went out for a moment – but it was under -10 degrees celcius so we decided to go back inside rather quickly. 🀣

Inside we have 24 degrees celcius so it is extremely warm and cozy in here.

I feel 50% well now. The fever is gone but the cold and the dizzy feeling remains.

We will continue to enjoy the day inside, eating lots of fruits and just doing what feels good to us.

  • Enjoy your weekend.

It has been 16 years since my mother died and 10 years since my father died β€

It just struck me that in September this year it has been 16 years since my mother died. And it has been 10 years since my father died. It feels like another lifetime.

I still miss them and I love them more now than ever before. ❀

❀ Spending the day with my babies β€

My baby girl is slowly getting better. Today she still had a high fever so I stayed home with my babies. Therfore this was the best Friday ever – to be able to stay home and be close to my babies. ❀❀❀ There is no other place I would rather be.

The book I ordered a few days ago arrived today 😊. I have enjoyed reading a few pages while my babies rested.

Now I have put my babies to bed and I hope they will both sleep peacefully and wake up feeling energized, happy and eager for a new day.

  • What was the best part about your day?

When did you stop listening to your inner guidance?! Now is the time to start listening again!

What do you like? What makes you happy? What do you enjoy most in life? What rings your bells?

Stop listening to the peanut gallery around you – and yes they are ALL part of the peanut gallery. There is not one other person who thinks the same thoughts you do, who have your unique set of beliefs and desires – therfore there is no one and nothing outside of yourself who can accurately guide you on your path. It is ultimately an inside job. You are 100 % in charge. Others might inspire you, but YOU are the one who CHOOSES what to be inspired by. Listen to what resonates with you and follow that. You were born with an inner guidance, it is time you start listening to it. ❀

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