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Your attraction is so strong I just don’t want to escape ❤

Just one look and I tremble with excitement… just one smile and the entire world falls silent around me… just one touch and waves of pleasure rush through my body…

I have tried to walk away but your attraction is so strong I just don’t want to escape… you are the only one I desire, you are the only one I long for and the only one I love.

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More healing than anything else ❤

This woman is one of the most inspiring women I have ever heard about. Have you read her story in her first book – “Dying to be me“? If not I highly recomend it. When I read it I felt such relief about death, cancer, deadly diseases and all other topics relative to life, health and healing. You have all the power you will ever need, within. Death is not to be feared – it is not the end! ❤

Only 17 years upon this earth ❤ – life is so much more than all the external things

Many years ago a student I cared for a lot decided to end his life. I had alerted the principal almost a year before it happened that this boy was not feeling alright. They did everything they could for him. I cared for him a lot and the last 6 months my class was the only class he came to. He really liked me and I felt he truly respected and appreciated me.

My last memory of him was an afternoon just before a holiday. He came up to me and asked me if he could speak to me, privately. I said “of course” and we went into an empty room next to the school library. We sat there and spoke for a while. I could tell he was going through a lot of mental challenges and that he was very depressed. But some how I felt hopeful about him as I spoke to him. His last words to me before he left was “Can I get a hug?” And I replied “Of course you can!” And then he hugged me for a long time before he left. I never saw him again. About a week after that I got a call from the principal and she told me he had committed suicide a few hours before she called me. It brought me to my knees. The emotional pain was unbearable.

It was millions of times worse than any other loss I had ever experienced before. My mom died from cancer when I was 18 and my father died from a heart attack when I was 24 – but this was more heart breaking somehow. This beautiful, brilliant, talented and kind student had only been living 17 years upon this earth – and had already decided to end his life.

It took me a lot of time before I could move beyond the emotional pain and make peace with his choice. I believe he was in a lot of mental pain during the most part of his life. He had talked to professionals several times about how he felt, he had been given anti-depressants for a long time… but nothing he did truly brought him lasting relief. I know he had taken drugs and done other destructive actions in order to sooth himself… but nothing really helped him. He was lost in his own despair – and this was his way out of his pain.

I do believe in life after death. I do believe we are all good and loved and eternal. I do believe he found relief. I feel that he appreciates what I did for him and I know I will meet him again.

His death taught me that life is so much more than everything you do, than your age, than your friends, than your family, than your experiences. What matters most in life is not any of the external things but how you feel within.

You will forever be in my heart ❤

Don’t give up ❤

Great day, cozy evening… but long for summer! 🤣💖

This day has gone by so quickly! I had an awesome time at work with my students and a cozy evening together with my babies.

My baby girl tried on her sun glasses 🤣 such a cute, cool girl.

And I took a moment to try on some clothes.

I really long for summer right now. It is very cold outside and we have lots of snow… it is nice but I am totally ready for spring now. 🤣💖

I hope you have had a great day and I wish you a cozy evening.

The most important question in life ❤

A cozy Wednesday morning ❤

I have worked out and I have just taken a shower. Today is my favourite day of the work-week, Wednesday. Therfore I will wear something extra comfortable and cozy today.

And now it is time to eat some breakfast, rice milk and peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. ❤❤❤ And yes that is my children’s colorful, plastic plate! 🤣 I love using those when I eat as well. 😄

I crave your hands all over my body ❤

I hunger for your warm lips on my skin…

I crave your hands all over my body…

I lust for your gaze upon my curves…

I burn with a desire only you can satisfy…

1700 followers ❤❤❤

This is so beautiful! 1 700 people follow my blog. That is incredible. Thank you all for all the love and appreciation that you gift me with. It truly is my pleasure to write here and I am so happy so many of you enjoy my posts. ❤

Become who you want to be

I let go of all things I thought I was. I let go of all things people said I was. I let go of all judgement, all criticism and all hurtful comments. I let go of everything I said I was.

Today is a new day. In this moment I am fresh and new. My page is blank and from this moment on I choose who I am.

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