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Your body, your health and your entire life benefits from this ❤

How do you feel right now? That is all that truly matters! If you feel good, if you feel happy, satisfied, excited, optimistic, free and you are finding things in your now that you enjoy = you are in a state of allowing your life force, the energy, to flow freely to you and through you. Your body, your health and your entire life will benefit from that.

If you feel less than good, no matter how slight, you are resisting your life force, the energy. The worse you feel, the more you are resisting. This is very deterimental to your body, your health and your entire life.

What is it that affects if you allow or if you resist? Your thoughts! The thought you think right now. Not the thoughts you thought when you were 4 years old, or 14 or 54 but the thoughts you think right now – this very second. And you can choose and change the thoughts you think.

You have all the power you will ever need within you. It all comes down to the thoughts you think. Even beliefs you hold are nothing but practiced thoughts. You can choose slightly different thoughts every day – if you want to.

Make how you feel your top priority. How you feel is always an accurate reflection of the balance of thoughts you are currently thinking. You are supposed to thrive! You are supposed to enjoy life and feel good. Yes, life is all fun and games. ❤

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The one thing that made me feel relief when my mother died ❤

Sometimes it just seems unfair. Today I got to know that a person that I have know for many years is going to die sometime in June/July/August. Not much time life. Why?

I remember feeling the same cold, dark quietness within me when I was 18 years old, in May 2002, when a doctor told us my mother had only a few months left to live. There was nothing they could do back then either. It was cancer then too. Why? My mom died in September that year, on 11/9 2002. 4 months after we had spoken to the doctor.

When she had died I remember feeling chocked that the world around us just kept on living, that life just kept moving forward – as if her life ment nothing. I remember how painful it was for me, how many burning tears of despair I wept… the endless black hole within me. The difficulty to breathe at night, when it was dark. The anxiety and death wish I began to feel.

I remember driving home to my parents house, spending the night going through old photographs of my mother… going through her closet to find something that I could take home with me and keep as a reminder. But nothing helped until one night, shortly after. I dreamt a very strong dream. I dreamt that I went back to my parents house again, that I went into a specific room, looked up to my right at a specific spot on a shelf, that I took down a magazine holder there and pulled something out if it. Then I woke up.

The dream was incredibly intense, felt incredibly real and was incredibly clear and detailed. As I woke up I felt I HAD TO GO AND DO WHAT I HAD DONE IN THAT DREAM. And so I did.

I went to my parents house again, went into that specific room, looked up to my right on the shelf, saw a magazine holder right where I had looked in my dream. Took it down, looked inside it and found my mom’s journal from the year when her father died (when she was in her early twenties). In it she had written exactly how she felt when her father had died and how she made herself feel relief about it.

Now THAT was an incredible experience that made me feel so much relief about my mother’s death. There is absolutely no way that I would ever have gone in to that room and looked in that magazine holder if I had not dreamt that dream. No way. I had no idea she had kept a journal from that year – she had never ever mentioned it or anything about her father’s death either. I found this simply because of my dream. I knew some how that it was a message from my mother, and that belief gave me relief.

Death cannot be meaningless, death cannot be a sentence, death cannot be a punishment – death cannot be the end.

I have come to believe that death is just a shift of perspective. Yes, you leave your body but who you really are continues to live and shine brighter than ever. I have no evidence, no facts, no stories told by dead people… just my belief. It gives me comfort, it gives me relief and it makes me feel better about my parent’s deaths, my student’s death, my friends’ deaths and everyone else’s death as well, including my own.

So yes, I felt that same dark, empty quietness within me when I heard the news today, but I also feel there is meaning in life as well as in death. There is no end, only a change of perspective. He will forever live on, this is just a transition. His pain will end and this movie called his life here on earth at this time will end too, but it is not the end of who he really is. ❤

Those who hurt you are of immense value and help you on your journey ❤

When your heart is dying and your soul is slowly suffocating

When it feels like you are standing on very unstable ground… when the storm within you tears you apart again and again with such painful force… and yet you smile and say thank you to those around you…

They know nothing about the brutal chaos within you that tears you apart… they don’t see, they don’t hear, they don’t care… all they see is your smile, all they hear is your kindness, all they care about is the successful results you bring… but all of that means nothing when your heart is dying and your soul is slowly suffocating…

Because of all the pain and suffering – you can become the most confident, beautiful, happy and empowered person ever🌹

It doesn’t matter what you have been through or how difficult your life might seem at the moment – you can let all of it inspire you to now become more confident, beautiful, happy, loving and empowered.

Easily said but is it really true? Is it possible? Of course it is! All it takes is a very, very small desire within you to feel better. That is all. If you have that wanting, no matter how slight, then you can do it. No matter what. It doesn’t matter if you have spent your entire life hating yourself and feeling like a powerless victim – you can become the most confident, blissful, beautiful and empowered person, now.

I grew up with an alcoholic father and my parents mentally abused me all through my childhood until they died – whether they ment to or not. I was sexually abused by three older boys when I was around 6 years old. I was bullied in school, I had reading and writing difficulties, I got anorexia when I was 9 years old, I was raped by two boys when I was 17. I ran away from home a few weeks after that, straight into the arms of an older guy who also had an alcohol addiction and who abused me physically and mentally for almost two years before there was a trial and he went to prison. During that time my mother died. I had no self-esteem what so ever and I absolutely hated myself, I felt like a powerless victim and even wanted to end my life. Then I got pregnant and had to make an abortion, the love of my life cheated on me and then my father died. 🤣

Somewhere around that time – when I was 24 years old – I decided that enough is enough and I felt that I wanted to feel better about myself. So, I began improving my thinking about myself and everything else and little by little I blossomed into the most confident, happy and empowered woman I had always desired to me. As a bonus, I got a job I adored and still work at, got the boyfriend I desired, got huge pay raises, got pregnant twice and had my two little babies… but all of those things are just great bonuses – the most important thing is: I feel good about myself. If I could do it, anyone can. ❤

A beautiful way to deal with negative emotions

Try this today: just be aware of how you feel and what you think and say. Whenever you notice that you begin to speak, think and feel a bit negatively – ask yourself if it is worth giving up Life force just for this. And no, it is not.

Every second you spend complaining, worrying, feeling resentful, guilty or any other negative emotion, you break down your body, your health and you block yourself a little bit more from the joyful life experiences you desire. It truly is a matter of blocking life force (when you feel negative) or allowing life force (when you feel good – no matter how slight).

When you let go of the negative focus and allow yourself to feel better, your health and your body will benefit immediately. A healthy, and beautiful body and a truly happy life begins with your mind and the perspective you choose to have.

There are different ways of viewing every single topic in the world, you do not have to be negative, complain and feel worry or guilt at all. You can sooth yourself by leaning in a more general way and ever so slightly shift your perspective. This is the fun and exciting part about life because you truly are in charge – 100% – of how you feel and because of that you affect everything that happens to you. Now that is true freedom and empowerment when you understand this! And yes, it is a never ending journey – but you can begin right now. ❤

🌟 Let the negative experiences and hurtful people give you your power back 🌟

“But there is so much pain, suffering and anger in this world”

Someone has to begin spreading the love, and it might as well be you.

Someone has to begin looking for things that are working, things to appreciate and things to value – and it might as well be you.

Someone has to look beyond the suffering, beyond the pain, beyond the anger and see the potential for improvements, happiness and love – and it might as well be you.

Someone has to believe, someone has to be hopeful, someone has to love unconditionally and feel good unconditionally – and it might as well be you.

You can’t rid the world of darkness by condemning it, complaining about it and keep focusing on it – you allow your own inner light to shine, and you have brought light to your part of your world. Others can see your light and some might be inspired to light their own light. But someone has to start – and it might as well be you. 🌟

You are my perfect soulmate

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