❤ To play and have fun ❤

“Follow the lead of your children. They know what they’re doing. They’ve come forth to play and to have fun, and that’s what’s meant for you too.”

Abraham Hicks


How good do you want your life to be?


To find your purpose in life = be you


My joy, my love, my life ❤❤❤

I have had the best day and best evening ever. I feel so good. I love my two little babies so much. ❤❤❤

Tonight after I had put them to bed I looked at some of the earlier pictures I took of them:

They are my joy, my love, my life. ❤❤❤ I will forever feel blessed for having them in my life. Being pregnant 9 months with my baby girl and then 9 months with my baby boy – magical months of love and eager anticipation. But I could never even have begun to realize how much I would love my babies – it is incredible. They are my everything. ❤❤❤


A cozy moment before bedtime ❤

The best part about my life: my two little babies. ❤❤❤ I love them more and more each second. They are my meaning of life. To love them is to love life. ❤❤❤


You are the most important person in your life – how you feel should be your top priority

Do the things that make your heart sing. Follow your passion, follow your joy and let your desires fill you with eager anticipation.

Keep dreaming, keep loving, keep liking and keep appreciating. Know that all things are possible, know that it is always time to be more kind, more loving, more pampering and more gentle with yourself.

You are the most important person in your life and how you feel should be your top priority. When you tend to how you feel first, and you listen to what calls you and you keep your heart open with love – now everything that happens to you will be of value because it will strengthen you from within. And as a bonus you will be of most value to other people as well. A tuned in, turned on, tapped in person who looks at them – only good can come from that! But it begins with you and it begins with love.


All that matters in life – love, laugh and shine your light brightly ❤


The love of my life ❤❤

Even when my two babies are sleeping I am still thinking about them and how much I love them. They are my everything. I love them more and more each second. I will forever feel blessed for having them in my life. ❤❤


The joy in his eyes when he saw his birthday gift 💖

My baby boy was so happy when he saw his birthday gift 😍🚜

It was so much fun just to see how happy he was 💖💖💖. Now we are having breakfast and then he will continue playing with his new presents while I continue to prepare for the birthday party later this afternoon. 💖💖💖


Only 17 years upon this earth ❤ – life is so much more than all the external things

Many years ago a student I cared for a lot decided to end his life. I had alerted the principal almost a year before it happened that this boy was not feeling alright. They did everything they could for him. I cared for him a lot and the last 6 months my class was the only class he came to. He really liked me and I felt he truly respected and appreciated me.

My last memory of him was an afternoon just before a holiday. He came up to me and asked me if he could speak to me, privately. I said “of course” and we went into an empty room next to the school library. We sat there and spoke for a while. I could tell he was going through a lot of mental challenges and that he was very depressed. But some how I felt hopeful about him as I spoke to him. His last words to me before he left was “Can I get a hug?” And I replied “Of course you can!” And then he hugged me for a long time before he left. I never saw him again. About a week after that I got a call from the principal and she told me he had committed suicide a few hours before she called me. It brought me to my knees. The emotional pain was unbearable.

It was millions of times worse than any other loss I had ever experienced before. My mom died from cancer when I was 18 and my father died from a heart attack when I was 24 – but this was more heart breaking somehow. This beautiful, brilliant, talented and kind student had only been living 17 years upon this earth – and had already decided to end his life.

It took me a lot of time before I could move beyond the emotional pain and make peace with his choice. I believe he was in a lot of mental pain during the most part of his life. He had talked to professionals several times about how he felt, he had been given anti-depressants for a long time… but nothing he did truly brought him lasting relief. I know he had taken drugs and done other destructive actions in order to sooth himself… but nothing really helped him. He was lost in his own despair – and this was his way out of his pain.

I do believe in life after death. I do believe we are all good and loved and eternal. I do believe he found relief. I feel that he appreciates what I did for him and I know I will meet him again.

His death taught me that life is so much more than everything you do, than your age, than your friends, than your family, than your experiences. What matters most in life is not any of the external things but how you feel within.

You will forever be in my heart ❤


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