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You are stronger than you think 💖

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💙 I blossom and thrive alone 💙

To aquire true self power:

I am whole and complete by myself ❤

I am complete by myself, I don’t need anyone. If I choose to spend my time with you, it is because I really like you and I enjoy our time together – you just high-light how good I already feel.

Going through all that shit made me the beautiful, hard, shining diamond I am today ❤

What do you love? What turns you on? How do you find inner peace?

Horrible events in the world – don’t jump into the quicksand

“The tragedies of the newspapers are symbols, those symbols represent real tragedies, but those tragedies do not exist in your moment unless you are participating in them. Those who are involved in such tragedies feel a sense of hopelessness and the loss of power in the present—and you do not help them by taking on the guise of hopelessness!

What I am saying this evening is indeed simplified … but you must operate from strength, not from weakness. When you stand upon a firm shore, you can extend your arm to the man who is in quicksand. You cannot help him by leaping into the quicksand with him, for surely both of you will go down. And he will not thank you!”

“Individually. As you read your paper, as you watch your television,” “whenever you look around you and say, ‘Other men are fools’; whenever you look around you and say, ‘The race is ruining itsetf—it is insane,’ you are doing the same thing—you are jumping into the quicksand, and you cannot help. “Organize your reality according to your strength; organize your reality according to your playfulness; according to your dreams; according to your joy; according to your hopes—and then you can help those who organize their reality according to their fears.”

Jane Roberts, The Seth Material, Chapter 5

No ❤

Once a bad guy always a bad guy? No 🌹 – he has a good heart and a kind soul

Ok this evening something happened that made me think a little. My ex, the one I moved in with when I was 17 who hit me a lot and hurt me physically and mentally for 1 1/2 years before he went to prison for what he did to me, started following me on instagram tonight. It felt weird.

I blocked him on Facebook many years ago after he sent a friend request… and I have not thought that much about him since… until two days ago when we were in Jönköping. He walked passed us when we were out shopping in Jönköping. I never even thought he would look me up and follow me on instagram though.

As I told my boyfriend about this he got really upset and said it was not ok and that I should block him immediately. But I didnt at first. Somehow I feel like I am tired of running away from my past. This was a guy I fell in love with when I was 17. A guy I lived with for 1 1/2 years. A guy who I know has a good heart and a kind soul who has been through a lot of horrible things as a child. I don’t blame him at all for how things played out when I was with him… 18 years ago. I was a completely different person back then, I had no self-esteem and I was so incredibly insecure. Of course we were a perfect match back then and our insecurities and trauma brought out the worst in us. But I don’t blame him – the fault is mine just as well.

We had our experiences together and I feel nothing but appreciation for the lessons it taught me. I want peace. I want relief. I want to let go and lovingly move on. I want to say I am sorry for everything, I want to say thank you for the experiences and the lessons and the growth I have been gifted with since this time. Thank you and I wish you nothing but peace, love and happiness in all aspects of your life. 🌹

But, after giving it some thought I decided to block him anyway. He might have good intentions and all that but for me it feels like relief to not have him following me at all.

Weird, different and don’t fit in? Awesome! Keep being you

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