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Once a bad guy always a bad guy? No 🌹 – he has a good heart and a kind soul

Ok this evening something happened that made me think a little. My ex, the one I moved in with when I was 17 who hit me a lot and hurt me physically and mentally for 1 1/2 years before he went to prison for what he did to me, started following me on instagram tonight. It felt weird.

I blocked him on Facebook many years ago after he sent a friend request… and I have not thought that much about him since… until two days ago when we were in Jönköping. He walked passed us when we were out shopping in Jönköping. I never even thought he would look me up and follow me on instagram though.

As I told my boyfriend about this he got really upset and said it was not ok and that I should block him immediately. But I didnt at first. Somehow I feel like I am tired of running away from my past. This was a guy I fell in love with when I was 17. A guy I lived with for 1 1/2 years. A guy who I know has a good heart and a kind soul who has been through a lot of horrible things as a child. I don’t blame him at all for how things played out when I was with him… 18 years ago. I was a completely different person back then, I had no self-esteem and I was so incredibly insecure. Of course we were a perfect match back then and our insecurities and trauma brought out the worst in us. But I don’t blame him – the fault is mine just as well.

We had our experiences together and I feel nothing but appreciation for the lessons it taught me. I want peace. I want relief. I want to let go and lovingly move on. I want to say I am sorry for everything, I want to say thank you for the experiences and the lessons and the growth I have been gifted with since this time. Thank you and I wish you nothing but peace, love and happiness in all aspects of your life. 🌹

But, after giving it some thought I decided to block him anyway. He might have good intentions and all that but for me it feels like relief to not have him following me at all.

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You do create your own destiny and it is never too late to change it ❤

Destiny is not something that is written in the stars or already decided – it changes constantly because of how you choose to think and focus each day.

When you change your thinking, you change your destiny – your future experiences … and how you feel matters even more than what you think because your emotions give you 100% accurate and instant feedback on whether you are thinking thoughts that will affect your health, your experiences and everything else in your life in a beneficial way or in a deterimental way.

You can choose, you are in charge – you do create your own destiny and it is never too late to change it – now that is freeing and empowering to know!

Let your heart be crystal clear and pure

Your heart might be darkened with negativity and complaints – but even if it is from a life time of negativity the darkening is only temporary. The moment you stop the negativity, your heart begins to clear up. Let your heart be crystal clear and pure.

If you want to feel better and improve your life

Right now is all that matters – not yesterday, not last week, not last year, not your childhood – right now. What you said, did, felt and thought before this moment does not have to affect what comes next at all, unless you choose to think about it now – it is only what you are thinking, feeling, saying and doing right now that makes the difference.

If you want to feel better and improve your life – now is when to begin changing what you say, do and think.

Everything you do now affects everything that happens to you. You are 100% in charge.

The month of motivation – May

Let your past serve its purpose – make peace with it and move on!

This is so beautiful because we are always evolving into more and more deliciousness.

Everything is of value! Everything can inspire you to grow and become more of all those things you desire to be.

Let the past serve its purpose – make peace with it and eagerly move on.

You are a beautiful diamond ❤

This too shall pass and you will become stronger, more confident, more loving, more happy and more empowered because of the experience. It is all of value! Everything can benefit you if you choose to let it. ❤

You are every secret desire I have ever dreamed of ❤

Meeting you has made every step along the way so valuable and so precious. Each mistake, each experience and every person I met all led me to you.

Everything I have been through hightened my desire for what I truly wanted and what I really needed – and the moment I met you all my wishes came true.

You are everything I have ever dreamed of, every secret desire I have ever had… you are my everything.

🌹 Don’t worry about your choices and your mistakes 🌹

Getting off your path can actually be the best way to get you on your path again. Sometimes a little contrast is all you need to see things in a new light.

Don’t worry about your choices and your “mistakes” – they are all perfect stepping stones that will take you on the most satisfying journey toward everything you desire. Just relax, make peace with your past, present and future while you enjoy the ride.

You are enough ❤

“You alone are enough. You have nothing to prove to anybody.”

~Maya Angelou

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