You’re hot, then you’re cold – fuck you life

The first half of the day was really cold, I had to wear my autumn pants and a long sleeved top at work. But when I got home the weather had become a little warmer so I chose a shorter top for the afternoon.

The weather has been really weird the last couple of days. It has been super cold – almost like autumn. And today it was very bi-polar like 😂. Cold, then hot … then cold, then hot again… kind of like my mood lately. A lot of things have happened and are happening around me and I have not yet found my emotional stability.

Sometimes I just want to give up, say fuck you to life and run away. Just thinking that thought brings me a little relief. Fuck you life. Fuck you work. Fuck you new assignments. Fuck you annoying person at the day care center. Fuck you.

Yes indeed, it does feel better. I guess can stay in this general negative place for a while before I reach for more relief in more positive, general thoughts.


That annoying rascal = your greatest teacher

Remember that those rascals that annoy you so much – they are your greatest teachers! They teach you that in order for you to feel good, you have to practice feeling good unconditionally

You cannot hold them responsible for how you feel without giving all your power away. They can’t make you feel anything – you are the one who thinks and feels for you, and only you can choose how you view things.

Let this blessed rascal choose to live and act as he chooses to and let yourself FEEL GOOD anyway! That is the gift he gives you, an opportunity to feel your own freedom and empowerment in not needing others to behave. You can set your own tone, you can feel good regardless. ♡

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